To You, The Leader, Who Is Pushing So Hard Driven By A Memory, A Pain That IsBy: Core Genius Ltd. Two kinds of action taking… And you need to know which one you are doing… Is your pushing making you feel exhilarated as you realise just how powerful you are? Is your pushing, your hustling the result of a desire for an awesome life for you and your family? Does it overall feel good? Yes, then great carry right on… In fact, stop wasting time reading this, get to work! OR… Is it killing you to work this hard? Are you ignoring your family as you work this hard? Does it feel like you have a demon on your shoulder making you push yourself harder and harder as you try to escape the negative whispers of that slave-driving critic… Are you avoiding something as you push and push and push? You tell yourself that you must work this hard but really, it is a distraction… A distraction from the pain that your life is filled with… The pain you do not want to look at… The guilt about something you did… Or shame about something done to you… And so you bury yourself in your work with a ferociousness that literally KILLS you. You care nothing for your health, your children, your partner… Well, no, you care deeply… But you feel so guilty that you refuse to let yourself take a break… And you even resent them asking you to stop because you feel they should pat you on the back and acknowledge you for the work you are doing for them… But they see that there is something wrong with this picture… They feel the guilt that drives you… But you do not see it… YOU DO NOT WANT TO SEE IT! Because then you would have to face those inner demons… And you are scared… Scared of what you might see if you look too deeply! So, instead, you work yourself into the grave. Hoping to atone for the shame and guilt you feel about what was done to you or by you! Leader! YOU MUST HEAL! http://rosemarynonnyknight.com/ End
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