“God bless me” is one of the most heard catchphrases in our daily communication. It is used to show our deep respect for the God, i.e. Jesus Christ, a man who is believed to be the savior of the world. Tens of thousands of Christians are pious believes and followers of his doctrine and religious teachings, which are passed on from long ago to the modern times. In a general sense, we are told and taught to be kind and tolerant and develop the piece of mind under the Christianity teachings. For example, the seven deadly sins are considered to be extremely evil, i.e. lust, gluttony, wrath, greed, sloth, pride as well as envy.
We westerners believe men are born evil. I can still remember clearly the scene women in pump shoes and men in suits knelt down and show repentance for their sins when I was a naive teenager. It is at the age of eleven that I was saved. I was escorted to the church by a group of women in their shoe sandals from Milanoo (http://www.milanoo.com). Then my aunt took me to the altar by the arm and prayed for the blessing from the God. The moans and cries swirled around the church. Many little girls were frightened to jump out of the mourner bench and in this way, they were saved.
That must have been on a hot summer night, I kept sweating before the crowd preaching the sermons. I have to say at that time, I had a vague idea about what they were doing around the mourner bench. Sometimes it was so noisy, every one of them opening their mouth and reading and saying something; by contrast, sometimes they quieted down. My aunt in her new fashion shoes kept moving back and forth around me. I could see she was so upset that her fashion shoes were also tramped on by some of the people around her. In front of me, I could see the weather-bitten faces and work-gnarled hands; they were inviting me to join them, to be a follower of the omnipotent God.
In order not to let my aunt down, I lied to the crowd that I could see and feel Jesus Christ’s coming to me. It is a lie, I have to say. It is not until now that I begin to see what Jesus Christ brings to me, and us and everyone in the world——true love, true happiness.
